Wednesday, July 31, 2013

A year and a half

So... I guess I can now raise my hands for the song single ladies. They'll be slow and shy at first and it will take a while for it to feel right but for now I'm good with being afraid and shy. It's a fresh start and I will cherish the good memories and learn from the bad ones. I truly loved him but or future seemed like the slowly approaching doom. So we decided (mutually) to end it before things got bad. I will miss us but hopefully we will stay in each others lives for many years to come.

Friday, July 26, 2013

Childhood

What about the regrets and friendships that will never be the same but were so perfect then? I miss not having to worry about heartbreaks and a future. I loved just dreaming about faries and pretending but now I'm expected to be an adult and let my childhood go. It's not just a memory, those times are a part of me that are being taken away.