This is one of the walls in my new college bedroom.
Its made up of pictures from my past and my life now and the people who got me to where I am today. (oh and a picture of me and my puppy)
This is one if my favorite things because it reminds me of who I was raised to be and that I should stay true to myself.
Ok so there's this guy who I've been friends with for 2 years now but its only been friends but he's the only guy I can talk comfortably with about anything. My problem is, should I confess and take the risk of possibly ruining that friendship or just stick with the one sided love...
I hope someone reads this and helps me out because I need an outsiders opinion because everyone knows this guy...
Thank you for reading
So... I guess I can now raise my hands for the song single ladies. They'll be slow and shy at first and it will take a while for it to feel right but for now I'm good with being afraid and shy. It's a fresh start and I will cherish the good memories and learn from the bad ones. I truly loved him but or future seemed like the slowly approaching doom. So we decided (mutually) to end it before things got bad. I will miss us but hopefully we will stay in each others lives for many years to come.
What about the regrets and friendships that will never be the same but were so perfect then? I miss not having to worry about heartbreaks and a future. I loved just dreaming about faries and pretending but now I'm expected to be an adult and let my childhood go. It's not just a memory, those times are a part of me that are being taken away.
I have very mixed feelings about graduating but I know that I will always have people around me that love and support me. Thank you for all that you've done to get me to this point in life.
Why don't my friends talk to me about the stuff that really maters is life. I was the 3rd to know that my best guy friend now has a girlfriend! Why don't people talk to me?
